13.

When I look into the sky
All I see are people who passed me by
In my own life time.
These were the People I'd know for years
People who'd bought me laughter pain and tears.
And full on love.

But now I see those clouds disperse
My life at times can take a turn for worse
And it's my fault.
I pushed them further away when I was low
I didn't know who to trust Or where to turn
my brain was well worn and I felt burned out.

And in the future I hope for me
Less of this pain and misery.
I don't need people who can't see
I just want my own space to breathe.
So here I go a clean slate a new age and a second chance.
And with that I close my thoughts and dream of my mental balance.

I'll take it.

12.

When you're tired and alone
You know you can pick up the phone
Even when your going through that trough
And you feel like plain giving up
You can talk to me.

When you feel that no one knows
The pain that's coursing through your bones
You remember where I've been
And all the things I've seen
You know you can talk to me.

The Arabic spring in your mind
When you contemplated suicide
Because those feelings would never subside
And you've lost damned near all your pride
You know you can talk to me.